“Temper us in fire, and we grow stronger. When we suffer, we survive.”
When I was young I would hear people say this. I used to believe that it was a sword they had been talking about but now I see it was a person’s soul. The people of my clan believe in The great Phoenix lady Suzaku. However, I never really believed in the davin beings until now. For here I am traveling and exploring things way beyond my own power constantly going unconscious over and over. I’ve lost my eyes and had them restored, I’ve broken my arm, suffered burns to my whole body, and much more but I feel as if something wants me to live. Ever since I saw that thing, even tho I was blind, I had to accept the fact that gods might be real. So does that mean lady Suzaku is watching over me? If so then why look out for me? Why save me only to see me go down again? Lady Suzaku I’m not sure to what end you want me live but I will keep going forward. I will see the end of what I have started. I will use all that has happened to me to grow stronger. I will become someone strong enough to stand and lead my people. But I suppose that I should ask the others to start calling me by my real name. The name I was given and forced hide not the name I was forced to take for the sake of my people. Why do I feel like that prick is going to have a field day with this.
With Strange Aeons
If I die trying, at least I tried.
5
AUG/19
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